Legend  & Myth  vs History

 

So where to start? I have been in this world for so long that time is not even the same anymore. You see I was born a mortal child to loving parents, will I thought, my father was Uther Pendragon and my mother was Vivienne Pendragon. My mother was Uther's first wife so that made me the rightful Queen to Camelot, but my father was not happy I was not a boy. It was during a time when my father started the cleansing of magic in the land that my mother went missing, I don't even know if she is alive. You say she has to be by now but that the point if she was like me she might still be alive seeing how I am immortal, or at least I think its immortality seeing I am part fay and their lifespan is long and the demon within me has extended my lifespan to. But I still have not gotten to that part just wait it gets good. So after my mother went missing my father let his loins pick his new wife that would be Ygerna some tart, a woman who would not know class if it hit her. This woman was good looking but was taken by another Lord Gorlois his best friend. Father should have known better and left her alone, but no he could not. This is where Melan come in, he did some hocus pocus and made my father look like Gorolis and he took that wench to bed and low and behold Arthur was conceived, no I did not know this at that time I come to find it out later years. I was raised with my father until the untimely death of Lord Gorlois, surprise surprise did not see that coming. That's when it got into my father's head to send me off to a nunnery to be taught to be a LADY. Had no choice so I ended up staying there for a few years and that is my thrust for knowledge came from. They had books and tomes that I could read. I was let to read anything I wanted and that is when I found the dark books that they kept in the vault. It was left open and I went in these books and tomes covered the black magic, back then everything was black magic. The headmistress came into the vault as I sat there reading and she looked down at me and gave me a side smile  I looked up and smiled. After we talked over this I was allowed to read them but to tell no one and that is what I did. What I found out after a few weeks reading the books I was able to perform the magic within them. I also kept that from them and the headmistress I saw no need to tell them I would never harm anyone. Time passed I worked on the magic and other things around the nunnery. One day I was told my brother had called for me and I was happy to go back to be with father and brother but had I known what the real reason was I would have stated. On the trip back home we passed places of great beauty and wonders and the trip ended to short. As my things were taken to my room I was taken to the main hall there was a party because Auther had married Lady Guinevere this was good times and one could see the happiness in father's face. I walked over to father and Auther greeted them both and said hello to Lady Guinevere. Took my seat next to father and wine was poured for me. That is when King Uriens made his way to the table and said his hellos to father, Auther and Guinevere. Then took my hand and kissed it a cold shiver ran down my spine that man made my skin crawled. From that point, I had this feeling of hate towards him all I wished for him to leave the area and that is when the told me. I took a drink from my glass and cut a piece of meat as I took it to my mouth father told me I was to wed King Uriens and I almost choked on the meat, I wish I had. The wedding was wonderful that it was beautiful and well planned but all I wanted was Uriens death or mine whichever was quicker. I faked a smile and good attitude the whole day until nightfall and it was time to go to bed. That thought ran through my mind all day and I dread it, but nothing could be done. Once most of the guess went to bed or left for home, he came to me and walked me to the bedchamber once in he once more kissed my hand then my cheek once more the distant filled me and I know what would happen next. He helped me out of my dress and undergarments, he watched me there the way I came into this world and I shivered with disgust from his stare. He pointed to the bed and I know I was to get in. I laid under the covers and waited as he undressed I saw his body and it was old and disgusting I wanted death right there and there, but that sweet dream would not come. He mounted me like a horse and began to have his way with me. His sweat and skin touched mine and I did all I could not throw up. It lasted only a few minutes but felt like hours. Once he finishes he dismounted and dropped to the bed fell asleep the minute his head hit the pillow and his snoring was a beautiful song I laid there dirty and used crying. I do not know when I fell asleep but it was late morning when I woke up and got dressed. Made my way to the kitchen and had something to eat felt sick and more tired this was not normal for me. Time passed and the reason for the illness and tiredness was found I was with child and I was happy. Nine months went by fast and my child was coming, after hours my son was born. I named him Ewain he was my joy and the only thing keeping me alive. My married life was not all rose my husband began to abuse me and I took it making sure that Ewain was well taken care of. For him, I would kill and it ended up that is what I did Uriens was drunk and came into his room while I read him a story. Uriens told me to leave the room he was too old to have his mother coddling him like that and I had wifely duets to do. I smiled and said I would be in once the store was done. I know what would happen next or I thought. He came at me like he would hit me again but he did not hit me but Ewain!  He hit Ewain so hard his nose was bleeding right then an unholy hatred entered me and what I learned those many years ago in the nunnery came to me and I killed Uriens making look like a heart attack. Ewain saw this, but he did not see it was me who cause the death, my son yelled so loud that all the guards and maid in the area